I don't know where to start. I'm female close to 40 and not in good health. I have to live with my brother so he can keep an eye on me. But I want to live on own in my owe place. I feel like one of his kids I really don't like that, I feel I'm in the middle of their relationship and their growing family. Maybe If I go back to school. But what I want is I want to get my owe place and ride. Where can I got or who can I ask ? So please help me. I have break downs all the time and feel like giving up sometime. So please help me!!!